31 December 2016

The year of transformation

Seven hours left before new year and I am willing to write down my thoughts about this year that comes to its end tonight.
I am one of those who share those "hate" posts of 2016 and I am not embarrassed. I admit that this was the toughest year I have been through all my life.
I tried very hard not to crush - even I did crush and managed to get through - even I felt desperate and sinking into depression and I managed to get through - I am here at the end trying to smile a little and finally find some hope jumping out of the fire and ruins.
I would say that at the beginning of the year I had a kind of plan on my mind but I changed it after 3 months and then changed it again and again. I was trying to find my own path through the path of another human being and that was a total mistake. Trying to change your life and your destination for someone else's desires is the biggest mistake you can ever make. You can not know what is going on inside anyone else's mind. Actually, sometimes you can not even know what exactly is going on on your own mind.
Then on April I gratuated and got my master and moved to my hometown.
It was like I had known what I wanted but then I wanted something else. But as I said before you cannot control other people's mind that brings conflicts and nervousness.
Durring the summer I had health problems and then I had to deal with toxic people, so I came into September without even had a relaxed moment.
This is when my family had to deal with death and the power of moment. The moment when your uncle crush with a car while riding a bike. It was 5 days and the end. Power of moment, I repeat.
When you face death you blame yourself for the depression you experience for boyfriends and toxic relationships. You actually feel stupid. That was my October, when I learned that my grandmother had cancer on her gut and she would have a surgery on November. Again I was feeling that I was sinking in depression and negative thoughts.
Of course all these were just some adding problems while I used to go to almost every hospital located in northern greece for my father's serious health problem, which started on 2011 and on 2016 came to its peak. Since September I can not even remember how many hours I have spent on hospitals. And this is hard. You deal every time and day with death, which I recognise that is something that we should never forget but when you deal with it all the time you become negative. And this is when you have to fight and deal with it.
At this year I lost a person that though that actually loved me but that was my mistake. I am one of those with romantic thoughts and minds but the world is actually tougher than that.
When someone does not recognise what you are getting through, in mind and body then is that time that you let go. You let go because they blame you for what have happened to you without even try to help you get through those had spiritual situations. And when you understand that those people actually are not close to you when you have to been through tough situations but only want to have you when you are strong, happy and wealthy, yes, at this time, you let go.


Some words about what helped me to deal with bad thoughts and bad health.
2016 was a year of body transformation. I had tryed many gym programmes before and I supposed to be healthy, but nothing ever helped me before, spiritually and physically as yoga did. Yoga, breathing and clean food restarted my whole body and spirit (OK I hurt my leg while doing yoga on novermber but please, my november was so tough that I actually forgot it).

Today, or now, I am in my comfy warm clothes, in my room in my hometown and I am facing an interview in two weeks. Is something that I really want but 2016, taught me that everything happens for a reason, and now I AM STRONG enough to get through everything.
Thank you 2016,
2017 please bring health, happiness, hope and peace to everyone's heart.
Sending love and best wishes everybody.

30 December 2016

Mood

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/Aggressive mood/is it 2016 yet?/I need this tattoo on my third chakra/

26 December 2016

Red

Christian Dior Spring 2017 via here

Today is a weird day but this dress definitely made ma day

25 December 2016

Merry Christmas


Merry Christmas and happy holidays everyone

I wish (inner) peace, health, love and compassion

Hope you all have a great time

23 December 2016

MIGATO XMAS Styling

It this most beautiful time of the year! Xmasssssssss all over the place ❤❤❤❤ 
Some inspiration for this days and current shoe trends from Migato shoes reached my mailbox today. 
My favourite is the first embroidered ankle bootie and of course everything velour! 
Enjoy more on their site here
Merry Christmas babes
xxx

22 December 2016

Embracing weirdness

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Today was such a weird and significant day, can't wish for more
Sending love
M

17 December 2016

Holiday wishlist

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It is this time of the year that we post and chat about those Holiday wishlists and I am here to guide you and help you (maybe?).
I am an outerwear freak (I almost have more coats/jackets than trousers) and I take the responsibility to post about C o a t s, of course.
Lately I love the long coats that make your figure taller and thinner (yas!). About the colour, camel is number one, black for sure and army green. In this wishlist you can find a plaid one which is SO perfect for this christmas-y season! The pastel blue is so adorable and I couldn't help not to add it to my list.
Hint: You may have noticed that the long coats have a belt to improve even more your figure.
All coats are perfect with boots, ankle boots or even flats which are very comfortable for days that you are away from your couch. There are fashion flats perfect for any occasions that you can find online or at the local markets. For holidays you can choose velvet or even strassy ones. 
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The coats are from online shop called StyleWe where you can find a great range of coats, dresses and many many more stuff. You should visit the site and maybe write me below which coat is your favourite. Many kisses and wish you a beautiful weekend everybody!!


11 December 2016

Going deeper

My beloved readers, you may know that blogging on adult times is quite harsh. The last years and mostly the last one (2016 plz go away) was very tough for me and my beloved ones. Despite the absence my blog is my diary so every post or no-post era means something.
Through deep focus to self I had to broke and rebuild the connection of mind and heart.
Today I am pround to say that I stand for myself no matter what whoever thinks. I learned to let go and be thankful for what I already have.
Many people can't handle this kind of change to others so at this time you have to let them go. Changing is not a bad era, especially when you go deeper and you find yourself and what it is meant to be.

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